Its all in

A DAY.....

Its starts and it ends.... Its just another day.... Its normal, Its usual.... and its all monotonous unless something happens that is not new.....
and when its something out of the blue.... either we curse it for being one of the worse days of our lives or we treasure it, remember it as one of the most memorable days of our lives....
Each day of in each one of our lives IS a turning point.... with each day something NEW happens.... something that could be tiny such as a new face whom you just saw by the road, or something that could be HUGE such as an accomplishment which was never expected.

A day.... is a day.... which wont be relived again..... there might be DEJA VU moments that each of us might have had..... but the feeling of living that moment is incomparable and is just felt ONCE - with that moment.

This post is about such days of my life which of-course wont be back....
but they have created a space for themselves in my Heart & Mind.... whether good, whether bad..... there are things that I've learnt, there are things I've regretted doing....
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and things that I've regretted not doing.....

A few weeks back the much anticipated weekend came...... it was all usual..... all planned.... meet a few friends share a few light moments.... but nothing happened... it ended up as one of the worse days I have ever witnessed in my life..... leading to somethings that I regret doing.... rather no one should end up like that.... its sheer agony of mine that I hate to put down on others....
And then just a few days later, probably the next weekend itself.... the days were synonymous.... with............ AWESOMENESS .......... Friends!
Did everything I could wish for and I ever imagined to.... the only thing missing was YOU! ;)
Then the same weekend..... there was this interaction with someone so close... that it left me battered, beaten up and soul-less...
Then the same weekend..... I missed my heart not because it was not with me.... but because it had stopped beating..... for someone it missed was far beyond the dawn.... whom I always want.
Then the same weekend..... I met my bestest mate ever.... we have had the best days together and that day the time spent with him was amazing.... but hey... I still have some anger against ya... for not telling me the SECOND no :( ;)
and then probably the same week.... I wrote and published this blog entry..... while listening to the words ............. "" YAHI MERI ZINDAGI HAI "" from DEV D not only because the best moments are always treasured in our hearts.... but because the worst moments are to be remembered to take cue and learn and never re-live them....
Because

THERE IS LOT TO LIVE BEFORE WE DIE______
THERE IS LOT TO DO BEFORE WE CRY_______
THERE IS LOT TO LEARN BEFORE WE QUIT___
THERE IS LOT OF YOU IN my_____________