Awaken Dream$

Source: Pinterest.com (Rights reserved with owner) A Smile, now lost Lost in a world where no one cares And those who do I've never shared Neither are they wrong, Nor am I Gravely sure the paths we walk won't ever cross Some nurturing existed in the past But all that is lost, like the sands of time stuck in an hour glass, depicting our time Once it was all good, now all is gone with time They blame me for I never have time I blame time for i never could share mine I make some mistakes and they smile Then when I made again, they'd fight & now they've given up, tired of my plight Its not that I've never tried Always assured them a sunny side Yet returned on a gloomy night I am guilty for I never did improve I fought for your heart & to be a better man Never did I become better Never did I cheer you again Lost your heart in the abyss Sorry for I've lost your Smile it's all upon me...

Sauntering beside the lake In my early life holding my dads fist Trying to catch a glimpse of that chase There is something of me in there Nothing that could be a flurry Just a bare reflection of me - pure & serene Few years beyond my teens there was me in the mirror A reflection of what I now be Everything that I hid from the world For I wanted to be someone they love This was not me in totality but What I thought the world would love of me Now as I lay in my last years And each time as my eye lids shutter A flash of the world acquainted Glimpses of the conscious life lived Reflecting the not so pertinent moments All I see there is nothing I would have wished Something that is true and me But what I never was and came into being Reflection of a life, changed with time A life simple and calm, to a life for the world Not sure which one is better lived Yet certain it is a REFLECTION of a belief of life, mine, now passe.................